Messin up Messin up Messin up Heartache Heartache Get down every night Got music to make Done with highs we in the lows Depressive episodes Music curb the pain Music curb the pain It’s the only thing I got left sometimes I swear to you Sometimes it hurts like hell just how much I care for you Been depressed my whole life, two arms to tear into My heart is on my sleeve with a message: “please don’t tear in two” Girl, you’re all I’ve wanted Girl, since I was a kid Girl, I don’t want the success Girl, I just want a friend Girl, I don’t think you understand Girl, it’s not something you can get Girl, don’t you get why I feel this way Girl, the music’s the only thing left now Every night lie in bed desperate The loneliness gets to my head now I’ll leave you to clean up the wreckage When I get down I write new tunes In the end they an SOS message You fell in love with the bitterness God I’m so glad that you left him Left him Heartache Heartache Get down every night Got music to make Done with highs we in the lows Depressive episodes Music curb the pain Music curb the pain Why can I not find God I know He’s there, I know He’s there for me I must be doing something wrong If I still feel this way after everything Can you please help me find my way Find my way back where You comfort me If I wanna make it back to you I gotta trust that You’ll never stop loving me Heartache Heartache Get down every night Got music to make Been depressed my whole life, two arms to tear into My heart is on my sleeve with a message: “please don’t tear in two” I’d do anything to be free From the grip my mind has on me God’s brought me far, He heard my plea But I’m still writing music bout ending everything Like, night rolls around And I get depressed and put it to sound Crying in the rain face to the ground I make all this art so my soul doesn’t drown Heartache Heartache Get down every night Got music to make Done with highs we in the lows Depressive episodes Music curb the pain Music curb the pain
This song is one of the more melancholic songs on the album, and it was written in a time of need. Night rolled around, I got depressed, and put it to sound. True story. The song starts with the chorus, and discusses my attempts at coping with emotional pain. Music, at the time, felt like one of the only things that could relieve my hurt at the time of writing this song. Fun fact, I wrote this song on Thanksgiving.